Trip to Europe - cancelled.

Fucked up


It is fucked up, isn’t it, how all of a sudden , someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason, no explanation…No words said, ever again. They just leave you, hanging there like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is that they make it look so damn easy.

I know you’ve lied to me
I know when you’re lying
You’ve done it repeatedly
Though I’ll never tell you…

How long can you keep it up?

How long can you continue to abase yourself in such an ugly way?

How long can you continue to blatantly abuse my trust?

How long can you keep me a prisoner?

How long can you keep chipping away? Will it be until there is no more of me left?

You are my only secret.’ She murmured sadly, her own eyes filling with tears. 

'And I wish you didn't have to be…'